The 10 Thoughts
Thought I Do I belong in the hood? I wonder because of my mood My mood some days is a feeling of brood Where I see others blood as food There are two sides to me that the majority sees My first side is a nonchalant lazy The second is a happy crazy I am still trying to even these sides in my complicated system No one can handle All they want to do is blow out the candle When I tried to make friends I always questioned did I do something incorrectly Was I even wrong? For the longest time I quit ringing the gong I tried to see the sun but it kept getting covered by the dark All I heard was animals bark I never wanted to be dead However I wanted to lay in bed I just kept hearing was “gunshot lullabies” The ceiling kept saying that there was nothing to do I did disagree because I decided that if no one will give then I take I used to have vacant on the port a potty That changed in 2019 because the door turned into occupied I still do live with my parents And I will be re